{1}The Beginning.

Again.

Partial writing list.

Ok, so I’ve done this before. I think this will be attempt number three at putting some damn words on the damn internet every damn day, and I can’t even begin to pretend that any significant amount of them will be any good, but ya’ll, I’ve gotta do it for me and if you choose to read it, you have my deepest thanks.

I used to think it was hard to come up with something to write when my life was boring and settled and now that it’s in complete upheaval my head is like an AM radio picking up signals from a half dozen stations.

It’s fucking annoying.

I have a list of things I want to write about and absolutely no desire to actually sit down and do the thing. I want the pieces to be plucked, perfectly edited and clear from my brain because, damn, effort is a bitch.

Since April, I’ve been involved in a serious car accident, lost my longest long term partner, moved, and changed jobs. I’ve had to reevaluate everything I thought I knew about myself and my future. Instability has been the only constant in six months and I’m desperate for some semblance of predictability and it seems I have to create it myself because the universe is just not coming through.

So.

Daily writing it is. I’ll try to keep it from being too whiny. Thanks for being there, whoever you might be. I appreciate your generous sharing of brain space.

xo